Careless

when I was alone
I realised I was not really alone
Things kept running across my mind
questioned this and that
why me?
of all people
I asked and asked
little did I know
I was so careless about a thing
a thing called faith
that determines who I am
I realised then..
that I'm indeed careless.

(From my everyday notes, Sat, 10/2/2018)

Questions...

"why do people have to create chaos?
why don't they try to solve the problem?
what makes them into the chaos?
why?and  again I ask why?
Is it a part of human being? act without even thinking?
or overthinking?
can't we just stay together?
together doing all the works, chores out there...
without worrying what will happen.
we can just do our own work, to make it work!
nobody would ever ask why  the world is peace
but
everybody will forever ask why the world is setting up a war?
a big one.
is that really nessasary?
really?"
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